Here's a poem for Christmas time and then one more "real" ...family is dedicated to all family and close friends
By Serena on 12/23/06 Family You are always close when I need you
to help me cope and understand.
Whatever I go through
or how many friends I have
you'll always be my number one fan. You are always on my side
whether I'm right or wrong
and guide me on my way
to hear my happy songs. I know you'll always be there.
I pray for you every night
hoping you'll know I care
and always remain in God's sight. We have shared so many memories.
I know you all so well,
but that's why we are a family
and put each other through living hell. Changing Without Control I am changing so much,
in so many ways I do not know.
I hate the way I am becoming.
An immoral person,
A person I don't want to behold. Despising people that act in such a way
it's hard to believe it's growing inside of me.
I wish I had more of a say:
When I act it's upon instinct. I'll never fit in.
I won't even be able to like myself.
In this world alone I will be left
filled with sorrow and all regret. How do you stop a process that's already started?
I just wish I could flip a switch
and be the old me again. The decisions I make now
will affect me all my life.
I don't want to look back
and always wonder why. | 